Almost every teenager goes through a depression period in their life. Some worse then others, but still equally as damaging emotionally and physically. As I sit here battling my own inner demons and fighting for recovery, I think about how when my daughter will one day go through this. It could be triggered by her boyfriend breaking her heart into pieces, losing a loved one, or someone being judgmental because she’s not “perfect”. I never want to be one of those parents that says ” oh its for attention, its just a phase.” I don’t want to be blind to what’s going on in her life and end up losing her emotionally and worst case, physically. It scares me to think that one day this could happen, and I wouldn’t even know because she doesn’t want to disappoint me so she hides it behind a fake smile. As I do to my own mother because I don’t want her to worry. The scariest thing about having a child is that your afraid they will follow in your foot steps. All the sneaking around, lying, and the secrets. It’s so nerve racking, you just want them to say little forever. When everything is happy and their blind to the cruelness in this harsh world. So innocent, so naive, and so full of laughter. If only.
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